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Tuesday, March 25, 2008
i was the loser in this game


yayyy(:
managed to get MR TOH JIN WEI to replace me for work today which also means i skipped work today. haha! i owe him one big one. hes super nice enough to do me this big favour. BUT he said, dont give me this kind of shit again. HAHA. so mean of him! but true enough,it was kinda crap as he was dead bored there i think. the night before, i promised him i would give him morning call. and i did okay. 750am *ring ring*, jinwei answered and said he was very tired and asked me to call him back at 8am, i said okay okay. 830am *ring ring* I answered, WAH YOU GOOD LA, ASK YOU CALL ME AT 8AM BUT YOU DIDNT, SEE LA, THIS TIME REALLY LATE ALREADY. hahahhaa! we both overslpt! but the very nice me accompanied him on phone from admiralty all the way to sp. it took ard 45mins. after hanging up, i went into coma all the way till 4pm. then shit, late again. supposed to reach town at 5pm. HAHA. as usual, i was late. reached town oly at 6pm. super guilty. catched sky of love. WAH, super super touching. for the first time, i teared so many in the cinema. though like said, the ending was pretty much expected yet i cldnt help it when i watch them act. perhaps its too hmmm, dont know how to say. only know that i felt alot for the movie. having rashes like thing on my face for days already, gonna see doc tml. not pretty already ): HAHA.
i was the loser in this game.
giving up and moving on.
dont hate me when you read this
i rmb-ed i love grey fonts afterall.
i hate gamings
though i tried learning dota.
i dislike smokers and
my nose is sensitive to that smell
im intolerant towards brand-conscious people
or labelled as materialistic
i cant withstand long not being on the receiving end.
i put in many many efforts to prove, yet you dont feel them
neither can i feel yours
but i blame you for nothing.
really
from you,i learnt many things
im sorry, im not what you are looking for
and i cant find what i want in you.
perhaps cos we rush-ed into one.
be it good or bad times, i still loved those memories
cherished and remembered.
maybe someday later, you and i will learn.
we are still good friends, right?
eh,its gonna be the last time im blogging on you.
im determined
strong
independent
as i used to be (:

(3:22 AM)